Well it's been a long time. I have fallen prone to forgetting all the interesting things I have to say, so I can't say much. School is over, yet I don't feel that much better. My days are pretty much unproductive as ever, and the little work I did while in school is something of the past. One way to describe my mind is like a giant hundred car pile up on the 405. It wasn't so great to begin with, but now it's simply just shit. At this moment I am trying to think, but it's not working. It doesn't help that I've got a headache, but I feel like I'm just stuck in a giant accident with no where to go and no help around.
Now that I have this free time, I'm just watching shows on my laptop. True Blood just came back with season 2, and the first episode was a little lame but still good. I finished up the first season of Southland, an actually decent cop show on NBC. And I'm still working on the Sopranos after a pretty long hiatus. The Office wrapped up their season, and I'm still waiting for It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia to come back with their new season (if they even do). Wow, and I thought that I didn't watch that much TV...but I guess I do, on my computer, nonetheless.
Some interesting movies that have come out or are about to would be Moon, 9, District Nine, and $9.99. Ya there are a lot of "nines" in the movie business this summer for some reason.
There are times when I wonder if something is seriously wrong with me. I must have some sort of disorder, some sort of chemical imbalance in my brain. I'm stuck. I do nothing but envision my future life, and optimism is rarely a byproduct. I'm sick of society. I don't understand why people do certain things, why people say certain things, why people even exist. Here we are gracefully destroying our own home and watching it go down as it happens. Ya, God sure did put us here to just fuck everything up...sorry I forgot, God knew all of this was gonna happen. Yup, he knew that people were gonna create hell on earth, and of course he has the powers to stop it (for he is Almighty) yet he just likes to play games with us as we are nothing but little pawns in his imaginary chess game. Religion has been dwindled down from actually devoting yourself to God to just simply having some sort of belief for him. The Bible has Jesus saying many things about inner devotion, about purity, and about secrecy. How many times does he say that you shall pray in secret, for your father, the Lord, will reward you? And how many times does he say that love is the key? I'm pretty sure if there was a Jesus, he wouldn't really be happy with all of this boasting and showing off that many religions have been doing. Another thing that some people may never understand from reading the Bible is that being a Christian is simple, but extremely difficult. Ya, it may not make sense, but trust me it does. There aren't many rules in Christianity (I mean come on, look at the 10 commandments) and there are some simple things that must be done for you to be considered a Christian. Just the inner devotion and purity is something that I find hard to believe anyone has grasped. Like it or not, but we have many animal like instincts that make us do certain things. Jesus was the only real Christian. But of course, he forgives. So don't worry, as long as you believe, you are saved.
"Though I am a committed Christian, I believe that everyone has the right to their own religion, be you Hindu, Jewish, or Muslim. I believe there are infinite paths to accepting Jesus Christ as your personal savior." --Stephen Colbert
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