exit to your left

i'm stumped. maybe because it's late. but i really can't think of love right now. what do i think of it?! the words are just not there. maybe its the music. no, maybe i just don't know. love and life go hand in hand.

sometimes when listening to music in a minor key, there is some sort of initial depression i feel. thats the same feeling when your heart is just longing for something and can't grasp it. the music then guides you through some sort of magical journey that just lifts you in the air, giving you a "no-worries" attitude. its as if poetry is just being downloaded through your ears and your mind begins to project fantasies on the walls of your retinas, creating a make believe realm of pure joy. then it travels back to gloomy clouds and looking down while you walk. love just leaves you in a wreck. a beautiful mess that can just inspire you to keep on going. its just so many feelings wrapped up into a four letter word that rolls off of your tongue with such ease...but ends up scrambling your mind for your entire life.